i'm so happy dat he can stay 1month more♡ i know dat he gonna be busy, cuz it's almost end of year!! but, i'm still happy, cuz he is here❤ How happy am i❤

Wow!! He call me again♡
How gentle he is(o´艸`)so cute❤''
lm glad 2 hear ur voice, bae.
u know what, I'm so in to you!!AF
I don't care what they say, I can think about it by myself!!

I don't get it!! Why he call mi n say dat?? i don't expect u to anything on Christmas. i know dat u will not.
u need ur own time, so go ahead n take it!!
What do u want me to say?? Only I can say to u is " have a good Christmas Day."
If u come to see mi, I can do anythin 4ya. U can eat Christmas dinner n cake. But I will never ever say " plz come".lol cuz, I know u don't want to. So, I don't get it why u call mi. Maybe it's time to say goodbye. Cuz, I think u wanna do dat.

i decided dat right now!! i will not regret 4dat. yap,i'm drinking right now, but i will noy make a mistake men,u have to be prepared 4it.lol

i know dat he'll never go out with mi anywhere, cuz he always come to see mi at night!! He just have a fun to fuck w/ mi untill da day he left. I know I'm stupid, b I couldn't to endure if i cant see him again．
so,i choose this way. maybe its wrong way. lol

i cant understand why he treat me so kind... i don't need dat, i can treat u similar than i use to do 4ya. even u don't do dat n become cold, i'll do da same as now.

He came over here at early morning again. But this time he dosen't drunk. And he treat mi like he do everytime. i was so happy 4dat. b when he call n talkin w/ his friend, n he said "im girls place right now." then they both say "mamama"... And i feel like its something going on n feel so sad.
so, when he left here, i ask him stupid Q.lol i ask him, " did u sex w/ another one??" lol

Ofcuse,he told mi "no i didn't"n "why??" Who's gonna tell da truth 4dat Q?? what a stupid i am😂
then he catch dat im getting negative thinking. i wanna belive u, b u acting like so, tell mi like so n u treat mi like so sometimes．
So!! If u wanna lose mi cuz im negative, OK. i can get it. b u need tell mi n let mi know dat.

i told him dat why i ask dat Q. And we tolked on line, b i gave up to told everything. Cuz, its nothing i mean no matter he said we still don't have time. b im so upset 'bout the way he act on line. He wanna be cool 4dat?? If he don't wanna talk about dat kind of things. Fuck off. I'm not friends with benefits,men.

if u don't wanna talk about this relationship deeply, dats means u think i'm ur friends with benefits.
if u so, i can't take it. so, back off n never turn aroud again plz.