Finally u came 2mi room yesterday mornin' and u kiss mi this time. And when u sleepin' u hug mi untill I wake up! Wow datz so happy n I dreamin 'bout dat, too. Omfg❤ When u came here, u treat mi so better than we conect on line. So sweet💕 B I want u 2 be spend time w mi more!! I know ur not good person b I'm sure dat I'm in 2ya. They say ur not good 4mi, b I don care. Cuz, I only care 'bout is u n I can't luv anyone else.

I don know why b I feel fuckin lonely tonight... I need u right now,Bebe. B I couldn't say dat 2 ya. Cuz, we just a friend zone, right??

Recently when I ask u 2 come over here u always say " I guess so, b I'm not sure." Then u said, " I can't today" what is dat?? I mean if ur not sure or u can't decide In a minute, datz means u don wanna come so much, don ya?? Or if u think 'bout what I wrote when u're in a jail?? If u so, don think 'bout dat!! We don have da future right?? So, don do dat, just have fun w mi, men. We don have time 2 playin game. I just spend time w ya 2 make memories of last luv.

I decided dat I'm gonna go 2 da club on this Saturday!!
Da problem is I can't keep it like a secret 2 him. I always tell him everything 'bout mi. So it's hard 4mi. I can tell him dat, b who is go 2da club w mi don wanna tell him. Cuz he is my luvers friend too, n he worry 'bout mi. B I don think this gonna makes us trouble!! Cuz I know dat he don care.

Omg! U make mi confusing again ... Why u said "come to meet mi right now"?? Of cuz I want!!! B I think u don want do this like seriously, right?? So, I don say " I'll go soon" I lyk u so much, b I can't be stupid...

5 days of completion of da business trip dat night u came 2 see me. N u kiss mi n hug mi a lot dat was such a amazing night!! Cuz U treat me like u luv mi. B same time it's makes mi confusing... Cuz I know u don care about mi like some1 who luv. U always talkin' about u n u don ask mi anything. Datz means u don wanna know 'bout mi cuz u don care, right?? B it's ok. I'm really sure dat at the first time. U always see mi at my place n never go out with me, so I can see dat. I'm not ungly w dat. Cuz, if u come 2 see mi n share ur time w mi its makes mi happy!! So, I don care. Cuz we both know dat we don have a future,right?? I just luv u n l don need anything else. I just need 2 keep it up my head, dat why I wrote this. Lol

Wao♡U came 2 see mi again♡ I'm fuckin happy dat we spend good time 2gether so long time, bae. Lyk 19hs. I have so much 2 write 'bout what we do.lol

He came 2 see mi on Sunday early morning, like 4:50. I can't believe dat he came 2 see mi like once a week♡ He makes mi happiness again♡ I don know how he think 'bout me, but he treat me like love mi when we're together datz fuckin' amazing!! And also he give me a line everyday, so I could knew dat what he did n sometimes he gave me a pic,too. Datz makes mi feel comfortable too♡ He treat me like dat cuz he don like me n just feel lonely, it's okay! Datz not big deal. Cuz I'm happy 2 see his smile, dats all.

This early morning, he called mi n very drunk. And he told mi he'll come cover n already riding in the taxi. I was sleeping, cuz I thought he'll not come, so dat was so surprised n happy 4mi♡ but, its happens!! when we sleeping together, someone call him n he take it. n she tell him what u doing? where u are?? And then he told her｢secret｣｢if u dont mind dont ask mi｣n just laughing about it like happily. then u hung up n talking too much, like he was rattled!! dats makes mi jealous fucking much!! but i couldn't refuse him,cuz we don't have much time 2 fight n wasting time 4it. i mean.. Who is she??
He told mi he drunk this night too. so, im worry about if he is meetin with her now... cuz,he was smiled like happily. is dat ur ex who u loved so much?? plz stop my negatively mind!! i cant get sleep.
how could u do this to mi,right now?! Day after tomorrow is ur day of the trial,right?? why now?? i don't wanna lose u with this feelin. Dat makes mi really sick!!

And he don't read mi LINE yet. I know dat im thinking too much. but i cant erase it in my head...men, im human too. i have mind n feeling like normal girls!! And u know dat i like u fucking much, don't u?
I know we don't have future n i don't mind dat. i just need u to care about right now for we could spend good time. cuz it's limited time. i don't wanna fight. i just wanna makes ur smile, n dat makes mi smile too.