He came 2 see mi on Sunday early morning, like 4:50. I can't believe dat he came 2 see mi like once a week♡ He makes mi happiness again♡ I don know how he think 'bout me, but he treat me like love mi when we're together datz fuckin' amazing!! And also he give me a line everyday, so I could knew dat what he did n sometimes he gave me a pic,too. Datz makes mi feel comfortable too♡ He treat me like dat cuz he don like me n just feel lonely, it's okay! Datz not big deal. Cuz I'm happy 2 see his smile, dats all.

This early morning, he called mi n very drunk. And he told mi he'll come cover n already riding in the taxi. I was sleeping, cuz I thought he'll not come, so dat was so surprised n happy 4mi♡ but, its happens!! when we sleeping together, someone call him n he take it. n she tell him what u doing? where u are?? And then he told her｢secret｣｢if u dont mind dont ask mi｣n just laughing about it like happily. then u hung up n talking too much, like he was rattled!! dats makes mi jealous fucking much!! but i couldn't refuse him,cuz we don't have much time 2 fight n wasting time 4it. i mean.. Who is she??
He told mi he drunk this night too. so, im worry about if he is meetin with her now... cuz,he was smiled like happily. is dat ur ex who u loved so much?? plz stop my negatively mind!! i cant get sleep.
how could u do this to mi,right now?! Day after tomorrow is ur day of the trial,right?? why now?? i don't wanna lose u with this feelin. Dat makes mi really sick!!

And he don't read mi LINE yet. I know dat im thinking too much. but i cant erase it in my head...men, im human too. i have mind n feeling like normal girls!! And u know dat i like u fucking much, don't u?
I know we don't have future n i don't mind dat. i just need u to care about right now for we could spend good time. cuz it's limited time. i don't wanna fight. i just wanna makes ur smile, n dat makes mi smile too.

i'm so happy dat he can stay 1month more♡ i know dat he gonna be busy, cuz it's almost end of year!! but, i'm still happy, cuz he is here❤ How happy am i❤

Wow!! He call me again♡
How gentle he is(o´艸`)so cute❤''
lm glad 2 hear ur voice, bae.
u know what, I'm so in to you!!AF
I don't care what they say, I can think about it by myself!!

I don't get it!! Why he call mi n say dat?? i don't expect u to anything on Christmas. i know dat u will not.
u need ur own time, so go ahead n take it!!
What do u want me to say?? Only I can say to u is " have a good Christmas Day."
If u come to see mi, I can do anythin 4ya. U can eat Christmas dinner n cake. But I will never ever say " plz come".lol cuz, I know u don't want to. So, I don't get it why u call mi. Maybe it's time to say goodbye. Cuz, I think u wanna do dat.

i decided dat right now!! i will not regret 4dat. yap,i'm drinking right now, but i will noy make a mistake men,u have to be prepared 4it.lol

i know dat he'll never go out with mi anywhere, cuz he always come to see mi at night!! He just have a fun to fuck w/ mi untill da day he left. I know I'm stupid, b I couldn't to endure if i cant see him again．
so,i choose this way. maybe its wrong way. lol

i cant understand why he treat me so kind... i don't need dat, i can treat u similar than i use to do 4ya. even u don't do dat n become cold, i'll do da same as now.

He came over here at early morning again. But this time he dosen't drunk. And he treat mi like he do everytime. i was so happy 4dat. b when he call n talkin w/ his friend, n he said "im girls place right now." then they both say "mamama"... And i feel like its something going on n feel so sad.
so, when he left here, i ask him stupid Q.lol i ask him, " did u sex w/ another one??" lol