Speakin' to oneself

U such a dick, men! How could u do dat 2mi?? Oh, u wanna make mi sick, don ya??ha? U think I don know anything 'bout dat?? No way. I can act lyk there is nothing whatever I saw. B u know what? Inside of mi, I got hurts. U make mi sick so badly.

Do you think I'm ok w dat?? Why u do dat?? Cuz, I'm so bored?? I ask u 'bout ur ex and next day u do dat 2mi. U think I'm not care 'bout dat?? Men u make mi fuckin' sick day by day. If u don interest mi anymore, why u still act like kind men?? I can't get it!!

Finally u came 2mi room yesterday mornin' and u kiss mi this time. And when u sleepin' u hug mi untill I wake up! Wow datz so happy n I dreamin 'bout dat, too. Omfg❤ When u came here, u treat mi so better than we conect on line. So sweet💕 B I want u 2 be spend time w mi more!! I know ur not good person b I'm sure dat I'm in 2ya. They say ur not good 4mi, b I don care. Cuz, I only care 'bout is u n I can't luv anyone else.

I don know why b I feel fuckin lonely tonight... I need u right now,Bebe. B I couldn't say dat 2 ya. Cuz, we just a friend zone, right??

Recently when I ask u 2 come over here u always say " I guess so, b I'm not sure." Then u said, " I can't today" what is dat?? I mean if ur not sure or u can't decide In a minute, datz means u don wanna come so much, don ya?? Or if u think 'bout what I wrote when u're in a jail?? If u so, don think 'bout dat!! We don have da future right?? So, don do dat, just have fun w mi, men. We don have time 2 playin game. I just spend time w ya 2 make memories of last luv.

I decided dat I'm gonna go 2 da club on this Saturday!!
Da problem is I can't keep it like a secret 2 him. I always tell him everything 'bout mi. So it's hard 4mi. I can tell him dat, b who is go 2da club w mi don wanna tell him. Cuz he is my luvers friend too, n he worry 'bout mi. B I don think this gonna makes us trouble!! Cuz I know dat he don care.

Omg! U make mi confusing again ... Why u said "come to meet mi right now"?? Of cuz I want!!! B I think u don want do this like seriously, right?? So, I don say " I'll go soon" I lyk u so much, b I can't be stupid...

5 days of completion of da business trip dat night u came 2 see me. N u kiss mi n hug mi a lot dat was such a amazing night!! Cuz U treat me like u luv mi. B same time it's makes mi confusing... Cuz I know u don care about mi like some1 who luv. U always talkin' about u n u don ask mi anything. Datz means u don wanna know 'bout mi cuz u don care, right?? B it's ok. I'm really sure dat at the first time. U always see mi at my place n never go out with me, so I can see dat. I'm not ungly w dat. Cuz, if u come 2 see mi n share ur time w mi its makes mi happy!! So, I don care. Cuz we both know dat we don have a future,right?? I just luv u n l don need anything else. I just need 2 keep it up my head, dat why I wrote this. Lol

Wao♡U came 2 see mi again♡ I'm fuckin happy dat we spend good time 2gether so long time, bae. Lyk 19hs. I have so much 2 write 'bout what we do.lol