i hate to say that but i want to die to hell. because i don't want to feel like this pain anymore. it's like slying mi

i hate u i hate u i hate u
i don't wanna feel pain anymore
if u wanna do dat way kill mi first

really?? i never hear dat word from u!! i didn't know dat u can say dats word. now i got dat u really wanna lose mi. fuck u matherfucker

thank u 4 hurts mi a lot.
u so kind to ather girls b never for mi.
u always ignore mi n never call mi name either.
fuck yourself busta

yesterday late night he came here, n he wasn't dranker this time. i'm so surprised he treat mi as same as always. he kissed mi hug mi without drinking.
dat was makes mi so confusing...
i think i could never understand what mens thinking.
he never go out with mi n never call mi name... it's not make sense!
ather girls have name on his phone b i'm apple mark.
i don't wanna confuse anymore, so I'll not think about this anymore.

i realize dat he think he can hurt mi cuz i'm dat kind of woman. that why he choose mi this time.

now completely unreasonable
byebye

i really really fuckin care about u about 1year. i wasn't say anything about ur bad. i know u went osaka for meet a girl n u slept with her n i don't say anything about dat to you. i know u went see movie with a girl n i don't say anything either. and i aborted n i don't tell u dat.
then now u tell ather girl to ur line id...how many times u wanna hurts mi?? it's over now.
i was just thinking about u for makes u comfortable n smile. b it's nothing. maybe it was mistake.
I'll never say goodbye b it's over now. i can't stand like this station anymore. bye busta fuck yourself

it's become 1year ain't you??
i met you 23rd... so it's 8days more.
i still hope u having good time n happy.
i miss you b i can't tell u dat.

secret?? so why tell mi dat??
have a good time with ur girl.