is dat mean to say gb?? i can't be normal mi when i can't see u a month. how could i ??
u know what i just need u until u gone. i still have same feeling of u from da beginning.
i really don't care about we don't have future. i just wanna spend time w ur limited time. cuz we don't have time, n i think we'll not meet again when u came back.
so, it's important to mi to spend time together now!
what do u think about it??

i know dat u wanna have fun w ur friends n ex n family. i can understand dat. b they can meet u again , n i'm not! what u thinking anout this??

i remember when we met first time... i didn't know dat how we gonna be lyk now. it's so complicated n difficult. even i don't know dat u lyk mi or not. dats so sad cuz i stand lyk this over a year. i miss u n care about u everyday. b i feel loneliness n empty everyday too. if u lyk mi a little bit don't hurts mi anymore.

it's been a month from last time we met. now even ur not sure when u gone. so why u so cold lyk this. are u nervous right now?? or u don't need mi anymore?? i'm so tired to thinking lyk this. plz say something for real.

i need to go out somewhere to get my loneliness out of my head!
if i love someone again i better choose who always say how u feel everytime n who could say goodbye u need to.lol

i'm so happy this time! cuz he came here n stay here lyk 18h. he eat my lunch n dinner n we talk a lot. dat was so amazing. n when he left here i don't wanna let him go so took his arm n hug him. i thought he gonna let mi out b he dosen't. he kissed mi head n he said he'll come again. i really really waiting this word.

it was lyk a dream. 10x gad!! lol
when we talking he said i'm gonna change u to positive. really??
anyway when he go back home he still so sweet♡ he gave mi line. i know it's normal to athers b not us. lol b i have to say dat i still can't get what he thinking about mi.

u can't contact w him again... i called him one time he hung up n second call he didn't answer it. also he don't look at a LINE from yesterday 3pm. how could u do dat again?? u said u keep distance cuz u r dependence parson. b it's different!! i wanna know what's going on. if u gone already i'm so shock. plz let mi know it. i'm fuckin worry about u!!

i really don't know why i still care about u lyk b4 i knew everything. i'm sure dat i don't worry about a money which i lent u. even if u not give it back, i'll not hate u. i just don't want u to be with ather girl, cuz i'm not pay for dat. if u do lyk dat it's makes mi crazy or die.

finally we talk about athers yesterday n make it clear. i made his dinner n he stay here at pm 7to1:40am. he ask mi for back massage n hands massage few times then i did it. then around 1am he said he gonna go home, so i took his back n hug it, cuz i thought he stay. then he try to glad mine, so i keep it tight. That's fine.